10/30/02

I want to have a moment every day, a moment that makes each day valuable, that makes it real. I may have an unrealistic expectation of my days but that is only in your world. This inner hum is a gift, though it is all but impossible to comprehend the true value of this gift, I will try, and in so doing try to nurture this gift, filling space and time as it is.

11/13/01

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know there is no difference.

2000-2001 Part 6

The
At least the boulder is round
The pound of my heart
To the top, my feet stabbing steps
Pain, Fight, To the top
Success, (I'm there) Height, Where is the feeling? The end?
The boulder is round, it rolls.
Angst, Weight, The rock rolls up.
The Weight of the world I feel, I roll.
Again, Again, Where is my Savior?
I look up from my feet, weird
That's strange, I'm rolling a rock up a hill.
My Laughter, like never before
They are all rolling stones, watching them roll.
Some hear, I hear (other) laughter, see eyes to mine.
Weight still, but hilarity now.
Only those who Know Weight, Joy yet, there are choices of stones
I choose the biggest and laugh as it rolls over me ..